Post by Natsume on Jan 10, 2011 19:42:41 GMT -5
Name: Natsume Himura
Other Characters I Play: Ren Kagesaki
Age: 19 (Young Adult)
Gender: M
Preferred form: Furry
Mate: None
Race: Ace (Wolf)
Appearance: (Furry Form) Natsume has emerald green and dark red multi-colored eyes. He either hides his left eye behind a medical eye-patch or covers it with his hair with his snow white hair.
In contras to his white hair he likes to wear dark colors, mainly black (Black and blue Tripp pants, T-shirt and trench-coat.) The only time he wears lighter colors is when he wears his Russian military uniform he found a long time ago. However he always wears a heavy duty metal collar to cover the scares on his neck.
Appearance: (Wolf Forum) As a wolf Natsume is a normal avg sized Arctic Wolf (white)
Specs.
Furry
Hair
Color – White
Bangs – overlaps left eye
Style – straight, slightly shorter in the back
Length - Medium short
Eyes
Color: Left Green, Right: Red
Body
Height - 5’6
Weight – 120 pounds
Build - Thin
Piercings – 4 In my right ear
Ears: White with Neon blue
Tail: Black with White tip (he dyed it >.>)
Wolf
Eyes
Color – Left Green, Right: Red
Fur
Color - Solid White along with neon blue on his ears.
Texture – soft
Body
Length - 5.5 ft
Height - 31 in
Weight - 83 pounds
Build – Average
Personality: Natsume is a bit of an odd ball when he's around other people, and tends to be very shy around others or really sarcastic to the point that he seems a little warped. He is also very harsh on himself and will most likely blame himself for just about anything that goes wrong, because of this he shut himself away from other people and trys not to get involved in stuff. Despite how he acts he likes to read allot, because of this he likes to search around the abandoned parts of the city to find old books which he collects. His makeshift home is filled with bookshelf's full of books, he finds that reading is one of the few ways he can keep his mind off of being alone... After years of being alone he as also developed and interest for cooking, since food is hard to come by he normal steals what he needs from small stores if he can't find it in the woods. He tries to find new hobby's in order to keep himself busy such as writing, normally in the forum of short stories that can be found mixed in along with all the books he finds around the city.
---Exterior: Quite, odd, shy, and very misunderstood.
---Interior: Lost, confused, regretfully, shy and quite, pessimistic and overly harsh on himself.
---Likes: Watching the moon go across the sky at night, Reading, Writing, cooking, exploring only the abandoned parts of the city, Long walks in the forest.
---Dislikes: Deep Water, Snow, Cold Weather, Swimming, Fish, Being around lots of other people, populated area's of the city.
Mate: N/a
Origin: Forest
History:
Childhood
As a child Natsume spent his time exploring like any other young pup his age would do, and often times would poke his noise in dangerous situations and getting into all kinds of trouble. Naive and curious to everything, he believed that nothing went wrong in the world... nothing ever could go wrong... ... That is until he his actions cost him every, his family, his pack, and almost his life.
On his 10th birthday none the less, Natsume went wondering off like he normally did to go hike along his favorite trails with one of his best friends Riko who was one of the younger wolves in the pack only being a year older then Natsume. Unfortunately his packs territory was fairly close by to the dangers of the city and all who inhabited it. Natsume being the adventurous little wolf he was decided that he was old enough to go adventure around the more quiet parts of the city. Which had giant abandoned buildings that pierced the sky like giant tombstones.
Upon exploring one of the old sky scrappers, which most have been abandoned fairly recently because it still had a bunch of stuff in it like boxes, desks, chairs, and papers everywhere. Natsume smelled a little bit of smoke but dismissed it just someone burning something somewhere else in the city ... However what he was smelling was the smoke from a fire that had started out in the bottom floor of the building. Which soon became evident when the smoke started to fill the floor that they where on. Riko and Natsume rushed to the stairs but to only find that a burning furnace awaited them when they opened the door. As the building started to heat up the walls started to warp and explained to the point that one corner of the building started to break apart from the rest of the building and fall into the street. Riko grabbed Natsume's arm urging him that they couldn't stay on that floor much longer. Natsume knew that Riko was right but they couldn't even open the door to the stairwell because of the flames. Frantically as they looked around for some way to escape the toxic smoke from the fires started to suffocate the both of them. The only thing left for them was to wait for the end to come ... the two of them went to hide in a small supply room was made of solid concert and had a few bottles of water in broken refrigerator along with a few other miscellaneous things. The cracking of the fire grew louder as it the time went by. Riko and Natsume sat in the farthest corner from the door holding each other close to keep from going insane as they waited for there painful demise. ... Riko blacks out from the lack of oxygen, and is soon followed by Natsume...
Natsume wakes to his amazement but to only find his friend dead in his arms who must have been over come by the smoke... Natsume lays hes ears back looking down at his dead friend with distraught he brushed the hair out of Riko's face... Natsume didn't move and just sat there looking at Riko for any sign of life ... hoping that Riko was just asleep but after wait for what seemed like an eternity, he soon realized that Riko wouldn't be waking up. He laid Riko ageist the wall so he could get up and look out the door. As he opened the door he could feel the heat from the still red hot embers of burnt desk, there was a hole in the floor and the roof which must have given way. Knowing it was still to hot he just closed the door and sat down next to Riko, her face had some ash on it that Natsume whipped of. He at the door with a empty and depressed look on his face and muttered the words "Why you... Why not me..." he looked over at Riko and rested his head on his arms. It was getting dark and he slowly feel asleep.
Teen
After Riko's death, he had a complete emotional break down not talking to anyone and avoided people almost on sight, if he was able to without drawing attention. If he wasn't able to he just acted as nothing was wrong. He would sometimes watch the old building that had calmed his friends life. Hoping for that maybe he'd come walking out even tho he knew this was stupid and would never happen. He wasn't much of an adventurer anymore either he'd stop sticking his noises in places they didn't belong because of his depression. ... As time went on the scar in his heart didn't heal, nothing mad him happy anymore, all he wanted to do was watch the building, hating it, waiting for Riko ... thousands of questions he already new the answers to would run through his head... ... ... never leaving except to find food...
A year passed, it still was eating away at him... he couldn't forget, nor could he live with the guilt Natsume held himself somewhat responsible for his friends death his packs death his families death... and with that thought he looked to take his own life. After stealing a gun from a sleeping cop he went off to the abandoned building, laid down next to where his friend had died... with the few seconds left in his life he apologized to his friend and asked if he could be friends with him again after he killed himself ... With that thought he tightened his grip on the trigger closed his eyes took one last sigh before pulling the trigger slowly ever tighter. And just before the hammer was released to fire the bullet he heard a voice that sounded like his friend. In a jolt he thew the gun on the ground and looked around though no one was there. He lost his resolve to take his life ... crying in that room for hours.
Young Adult
After the events that happened when he attempted to take his life. He just wanted to forget everything, he feel in a state of DDP, and started to hang out in the city forgetting his great hatred for the crowded and noisy streets. Though he wasn't social by any means, preferring to lock himself away in the library reading a bunch of books to keep his mind off of things he couldn't and didn't want to remember.
Character Strengths: Thinks before he acts, strategist.
Character Weaknesses:[/b] Doesn't trust people, pessimistic, doesn't trust himself, socially broken, and doesn't understand people.
Other Characters I Play: Ren Kagesaki
Age: 19 (Young Adult)
Gender: M
Preferred form: Furry
Mate: None
Race: Ace (Wolf)
Appearance: (Furry Form) Natsume has emerald green and dark red multi-colored eyes. He either hides his left eye behind a medical eye-patch or covers it with his hair with his snow white hair.
In contras to his white hair he likes to wear dark colors, mainly black (Black and blue Tripp pants, T-shirt and trench-coat.) The only time he wears lighter colors is when he wears his Russian military uniform he found a long time ago. However he always wears a heavy duty metal collar to cover the scares on his neck.
Appearance: (Wolf Forum) As a wolf Natsume is a normal avg sized Arctic Wolf (white)
Specs.
Furry
Hair
Color – White
Bangs – overlaps left eye
Style – straight, slightly shorter in the back
Length - Medium short
Eyes
Color: Left Green, Right: Red
Body
Height - 5’6
Weight – 120 pounds
Build - Thin
Piercings – 4 In my right ear
Ears: White with Neon blue
Tail: Black with White tip (he dyed it >.>)
Wolf
Eyes
Color – Left Green, Right: Red
Fur
Color - Solid White along with neon blue on his ears.
Texture – soft
Body
Length - 5.5 ft
Height - 31 in
Weight - 83 pounds
Build – Average
Personality: Natsume is a bit of an odd ball when he's around other people, and tends to be very shy around others or really sarcastic to the point that he seems a little warped. He is also very harsh on himself and will most likely blame himself for just about anything that goes wrong, because of this he shut himself away from other people and trys not to get involved in stuff. Despite how he acts he likes to read allot, because of this he likes to search around the abandoned parts of the city to find old books which he collects. His makeshift home is filled with bookshelf's full of books, he finds that reading is one of the few ways he can keep his mind off of being alone... After years of being alone he as also developed and interest for cooking, since food is hard to come by he normal steals what he needs from small stores if he can't find it in the woods. He tries to find new hobby's in order to keep himself busy such as writing, normally in the forum of short stories that can be found mixed in along with all the books he finds around the city.
---Exterior: Quite, odd, shy, and very misunderstood.
---Interior: Lost, confused, regretfully, shy and quite, pessimistic and overly harsh on himself.
---Likes: Watching the moon go across the sky at night, Reading, Writing, cooking, exploring only the abandoned parts of the city, Long walks in the forest.
---Dislikes: Deep Water, Snow, Cold Weather, Swimming, Fish, Being around lots of other people, populated area's of the city.
Mate: N/a
Origin: Forest
History:
Childhood
As a child Natsume spent his time exploring like any other young pup his age would do, and often times would poke his noise in dangerous situations and getting into all kinds of trouble. Naive and curious to everything, he believed that nothing went wrong in the world... nothing ever could go wrong... ... That is until he his actions cost him every, his family, his pack, and almost his life.
On his 10th birthday none the less, Natsume went wondering off like he normally did to go hike along his favorite trails with one of his best friends Riko who was one of the younger wolves in the pack only being a year older then Natsume. Unfortunately his packs territory was fairly close by to the dangers of the city and all who inhabited it. Natsume being the adventurous little wolf he was decided that he was old enough to go adventure around the more quiet parts of the city. Which had giant abandoned buildings that pierced the sky like giant tombstones.
Upon exploring one of the old sky scrappers, which most have been abandoned fairly recently because it still had a bunch of stuff in it like boxes, desks, chairs, and papers everywhere. Natsume smelled a little bit of smoke but dismissed it just someone burning something somewhere else in the city ... However what he was smelling was the smoke from a fire that had started out in the bottom floor of the building. Which soon became evident when the smoke started to fill the floor that they where on. Riko and Natsume rushed to the stairs but to only find that a burning furnace awaited them when they opened the door. As the building started to heat up the walls started to warp and explained to the point that one corner of the building started to break apart from the rest of the building and fall into the street. Riko grabbed Natsume's arm urging him that they couldn't stay on that floor much longer. Natsume knew that Riko was right but they couldn't even open the door to the stairwell because of the flames. Frantically as they looked around for some way to escape the toxic smoke from the fires started to suffocate the both of them. The only thing left for them was to wait for the end to come ... the two of them went to hide in a small supply room was made of solid concert and had a few bottles of water in broken refrigerator along with a few other miscellaneous things. The cracking of the fire grew louder as it the time went by. Riko and Natsume sat in the farthest corner from the door holding each other close to keep from going insane as they waited for there painful demise. ... Riko blacks out from the lack of oxygen, and is soon followed by Natsume...
Natsume wakes to his amazement but to only find his friend dead in his arms who must have been over come by the smoke... Natsume lays hes ears back looking down at his dead friend with distraught he brushed the hair out of Riko's face... Natsume didn't move and just sat there looking at Riko for any sign of life ... hoping that Riko was just asleep but after wait for what seemed like an eternity, he soon realized that Riko wouldn't be waking up. He laid Riko ageist the wall so he could get up and look out the door. As he opened the door he could feel the heat from the still red hot embers of burnt desk, there was a hole in the floor and the roof which must have given way. Knowing it was still to hot he just closed the door and sat down next to Riko, her face had some ash on it that Natsume whipped of. He at the door with a empty and depressed look on his face and muttered the words "Why you... Why not me..." he looked over at Riko and rested his head on his arms. It was getting dark and he slowly feel asleep.
Teen
After Riko's death, he had a complete emotional break down not talking to anyone and avoided people almost on sight, if he was able to without drawing attention. If he wasn't able to he just acted as nothing was wrong. He would sometimes watch the old building that had calmed his friends life. Hoping for that maybe he'd come walking out even tho he knew this was stupid and would never happen. He wasn't much of an adventurer anymore either he'd stop sticking his noises in places they didn't belong because of his depression. ... As time went on the scar in his heart didn't heal, nothing mad him happy anymore, all he wanted to do was watch the building, hating it, waiting for Riko ... thousands of questions he already new the answers to would run through his head... ... ... never leaving except to find food...
A year passed, it still was eating away at him... he couldn't forget, nor could he live with the guilt Natsume held himself somewhat responsible for his friends death his packs death his families death... and with that thought he looked to take his own life. After stealing a gun from a sleeping cop he went off to the abandoned building, laid down next to where his friend had died... with the few seconds left in his life he apologized to his friend and asked if he could be friends with him again after he killed himself ... With that thought he tightened his grip on the trigger closed his eyes took one last sigh before pulling the trigger slowly ever tighter. And just before the hammer was released to fire the bullet he heard a voice that sounded like his friend. In a jolt he thew the gun on the ground and looked around though no one was there. He lost his resolve to take his life ... crying in that room for hours.
Young Adult
After the events that happened when he attempted to take his life. He just wanted to forget everything, he feel in a state of DDP, and started to hang out in the city forgetting his great hatred for the crowded and noisy streets. Though he wasn't social by any means, preferring to lock himself away in the library reading a bunch of books to keep his mind off of things he couldn't and didn't want to remember.
Character Strengths: Thinks before he acts, strategist.
Character Weaknesses:[/b] Doesn't trust people, pessimistic, doesn't trust himself, socially broken, and doesn't understand people.
