Soul's Horizon

[wulf]

I wrote this on another site and it was put onto the main page for the site, and I've gotten good reviews on it so far so I'm kind of proud of it though it's not my best work

All this time
Building, waiting, wanting
Sitting in that room
Writing sweet wishes of the night
An empty feeling that never goes away
Stalking me in those dreams of a life that should be mine


I feel it deep inside


I wake
A single drop of cold sliding down my face
It was there again
Swinging through the darkness
Flashing with silver glinted teeth
Nails long and hooked
Eyes with a wonder of the night and moon
It was me
I was it


I feel it deep inside
I want it out


Why do they annoy me
Why do I annoy them
They walk this earth in front of me
Sneering at my thoughts
Laughing at my dreams
Anger pulses and quickens my heart
Muscles feel like they should be bigger
Body feeling wrong
This isn't me
A life not of mine is flung out the window
Discarded for another


I feel it deep inside
I want it out
I need it


I look into the sky
Stars bright
Life's ceiling dark
My sweet Mother Moon looking down upon me
A cold tear falls
Why can't they just feel it like I
I look up at life
A new feeling
If they don't want me
Why do I stay


I feel it deep inside
I want it out
I need it
It awakens


I launch from my roof
Landing on four legs
This, this is what I wanted
I run through the trees
The wind grasping me
Telling me it was waiting for me
The dew in the fresh atmosphere
It fills my lungs and says
Live


I feel it deep inside
I want it out
I need it
It awakens
I am what I needed to be


Claws scrape rocks and grip on dirt
Fur dances along my body to the song of Mother Moon
It makes sense now
This is all worth it
Any pain worthy of going through
To feel the wind's embrace
Your body not half anymore
Your soul no longer trapped
I stop along the hill that over looks the forest
Lungs fill with scents of nature
Cold only being a comfort through my body
I look up

I feel it deep inside
I want it out
I need it
It awakens
I am what I needed to be
I see my Soul's Horizon